The Quest Unfolded: Indigo Ray Shifts and Expands to Anchor the Blue Ray of Creation

Does this mean that perhaps one was never an "Indigo" by label at birth, but really a "Blue Ray" instead? From my Inner Knowing, there seems to be some big differences as to why that's a no, which I'll get into here in this background story. No matter what resonates though, what we can say honestly is that there are numerous perspectives on the missions and experiences of the Soul Families of those that are of the Indigo nature, Starseed, Empathic Ones, Lightworkers, and others that came here in this Earthly Plane and are answering the major Collective Call, which is what? To ASSIST in some way. The urge to be here as "support" in some way cannot be ignored.

But our paths manifest in unique ways within our lives, and the one thing that holds true is that there are always going to be similarities between us, and when we share those truths openly, those threads of "sameness" cannot be denied either. However, there will always be unique elements, and I feel that it's vital for us to also recognize that we can embody multiple "identities" for lack of a better word as it relates to words like "starseed" or "indigo," etc.

Diving into these things can increase our ability to see the far bigger picture, too. Labels can sometimes lead to not being flexible, but at the same time, this is what assists us in exploring the ever-unfolding question of“Who am I?

The powerful phrase "Know Thyself" rings true...

There are many varying Soul Groups that have come here to help and assist over great lengths of what we call time, but within this current frame of time that we are in is about an end cycle that embodies a HUGE consciousness shift and a need for FREEING. I'll talk more on this below. One of the biggest prophetic elements that entered my awareness early on was about the collective Rainbow Warriors of the Native American/First Nations Tribes writings and their spoken truths. This is all connected to the Rays of Creation because the Rainbow is speaking to just that, the Rainbow of Creation. 🌈

Image Credit: https://madhu.bandcamp.com/track/rainbow-warriors

The mission of an Indigo was also my path, and then that path expanded, or we could even say recalibrated. How do I know this? Well, as you'll see below, my path was very clear until it EXPLODED into something more. As an Indigo Ray wave rider, if we will, those of us who carry that wave in there's some things that seems to be very different than what is a typical experience of those that surf in on the Blue Ray from birth: Indigos hold a lot of confidence and are very self-assured in their own truth. This seems to be a common thread that comes up. That's what we're doing when we connect, we can find things that weave together as truths, and then we get to have fun exploring our uniqueness!

When you do some reading around the answer to this question, "What is a Blue Ray Soul versus an Indigo?" what comes back consistently is what you see in this screenshot below. (Note that you can see this same example by clicking here, which will bring up this info here for you, too).

When you read through examples of answers to that question "What is a Blue Ray Soul versus an Indigo," you'll see there is a constant theme that Blue Rays from birth are more RESERVED and more about HEALING and TRANSFORMATION, whereas the Indigo is not reserved but rather more "out there" and feels a call to EXPOSING TRUTH, HONOR, JUSTICE, and CHALLENGING AUTHORITY.

As you'll see below in the unfolding of my story, I was an Empathic-Indigo that was all about EXPOSING TRUTH, HONOR, JUSTICE, and CHALLENGING AUTHORITY. I didn't feel reserved or unsure, and I didn't feel a strong need for personal healing, but did feel called to help heal animals or a wounded spirit of a Human. That is, until I was hit like a ton of bricks with a mysterious illness that brought me to my knees, both spiritually and physically. It was the hardest thing I've ever experienced, which I mention below.

The next question then would be, "OK, then was it always a destiny for that to happen, this sort of recalibration of Indigo to anchor the Blue Ray?" Each of us may answer that differently, but I can only speak to my path, and what I know that is that is a strong yes, but it was because I said YES to taking on the WHOLE mission. I was given a choice. When I said YES, it is then that I got hit with the Blue Ray explosion, so to speak.

So, perhaps in sharing stuff like this more and more, we'll discover there are lots of other Indigo Ray wave riders that recalibrated/transformed to assist in new ways recently to help anchor the Blue Ray of Creation, which is an ultimate purpose of awakening and remembering the Cosmic Mother Lineages and helping that ray of Origin to integrate once again. That's the ultimate purpose as to why I am sharing all of this. 🦋 We can figure things out about ourselves faster when we read something or are told something that resonates and then can allow it to fully unfurl from our Inner World when it is a spot-on vibrational OH YEAH in our bodies and Soul.

I have seen visions that this plan, as we could assume, comes directly from an ultimate plan of the Soul Stream that we bring through via our Divine Spirits, and is a Lineage or Family that we are a part of. In this instance, we are given a choice point to say YES or perhaps to go on as an Indigo. I felt like it was an entire Cosmic Family welcoming me and it was a magickal breakthrough like how 10,000-pounds fairy dust would feel pouring into one's being, and I'll talk about that more below. The ultimate goal is to awaken this mission and, for many of us (as you will see for me personally as well), it can take a lot for that expansion to be able to take place. I am but one of many here and am being called to share my own experiences openly.

When I got a little older, I read the 1998 book "The Indigo Children: The New Kids Have Arrived" (discussed more below), which describes Indigos as being creative, empathic, strong-willed, intuitive, and having a strong sense of purpose. A common thread was noted as exhibiting a feeling of "entitlement," a deep connection to nature, and maybe even showing rebellion in school. I have more on this below, but this was according to research that was being done with kids directly that began in the 1960s.

Like you may have also experienced, how this all unfolded is a long, winding, magickal quest, which also came with many hard learnings. I am able to better state these experiences from my own lens now, and how I know the Indigo Ray I held has melded (or transformed we could say) to now anchor the Blue Ray of Creation, and I know this is happening to many others!

It's my hope by sharing this winding path more openly that others see a reflection perhaps in their own quest...

This is pinned to the top of my blog for easy finding, and I know it's long, but I wanted to express my very personal sharings about the experiences that "got me here" and "where my information comes from" so that one can know me genuinely, should one desire. Additionally, as with anything I share, I always provide any and all further resources as needed, so you'll see resources put into the below of what helped me align on things that felt essential for my unfolding path.

I was called by Spirit to put this out in the open for all to see, and it felt weird being so vulnerable, but that was the call for me when I began anchoring the Blue Ray (I speak on this below). If you've had similar experiences, please share with me! Write me at team@sacredsoulhealth.net. I adore deeper exploration of our Soul Families and connecting with all of you no matter where you are. I've so enjoyed how many have reached out to me to share their own Rememberings with me over the years from all over the world! It is beautiful to connect in that way...

Some feel that the Indigo Ray is VERY different than the Blue Ray, and I agree (as noted above). But, I would also say this; they're different UNTIL THEY MELD or until that recalibration takes place. When that happens, there's a blending of the vibrations that emanate from said Rays, and this is my personal story of exactly that.

For Indigos as kids, the veil of forgetting is much thinner. This comes out in many ways for it's like seeing clear through corruptions and manipulations (now I can say "the BS" but certainly didn't know how to say that as a wee lass). The intuitive abilities are innate because it's really about the ability to access realms that aren't typically accessed from this world in a "normal" sense (our world meaning a 3rd density experience). We are reaching into the BEYOND past the veil into other dimensions. The language that is innate is the one of emotion, which is energy in motion or e-motion, and this comes through as profound empathy.

Birthing Into this World Proves Challenging

I was born a preemie 2 months early in the 7th month of the pregnancy, on the 7th day, and in the 7th month, and was born into a small town in Nevada (lots of 7's present as there are even more that I didn't list here!). My younger years came with a lot of hardship given they had to break my legs at birth and told my mum and dad that I would never be able to run; however, I have ran lots of races and played lots of sports, so I fooled those doctors! But, as a kid, I got sick a lot, too. I couldn't leave the incubator for about a month, and so I didn't get that early-on connection either.

The spiritual, and other reasons, as to why this all transpired were unveiled later, and I'll capture some of that here. The truth is, even with illness as a kid, there was always a PROFOUND strength. I realized that strength is part of that Indigo-Empathic experience, and that very strength is what sparks illness later in life (more on that below). I didn't see that far-larger picture until I experienced it myself, and I learned from a mentor that weaved strongly into my path named Dr. Terry Willard (who I train within Master Herbalism studies and Flower Alchemist studies as well).

I was also that kid, as indigos do, who asked WHY all the time and questioned authority; a "rebellious" sort of nature that needs to KNOW WHY. It's not accepting something just because someone of so-called "authority" says so. I had an "Inner Knowing" that made me seem pretty sure of myself that rubbed others the wrong way. I was that kid who questioned authority and wouldn't do something unless it felt right. Also, I was a very empathic soul whose mom always told me, "you're the princess and the pea!" I didn't even know what that really meant until later in life, but it's a spot-on story/answer of what an empath means!

No one around me felt as deeply as I did about animals, nature, and no one mirrored the profound LOVE that I had for the essence of magick (of course, always spelled as 'magic' for me as a kiddo). It really wasn't a feeling of being all about that "mind" as I was quite bad at math, but rather it is an emotional innerstanding instead.

I felt a profound calling to protect animals and the Earth in ways that those around me couldn't understand. The one that mended little animals that were injured. Dogmatic religions didn't feel good to me. Bad teachers that were mean didn't make sense, and other kids that were mean to others didn't make sense either. One thing was certainly clear, I was my own soul and needed to do my own thing and that's how it was going to be.

I was also that kid who called out untruths, carried around a typewriter in a case so that I could write, and I adored being creative and crafty. In fact, the bike ride to the craft store on the corner was a highlight of a summer day. I felt the call of the Dragon as I had all these little knick knacks that I tried to surround myself to remind me of the things that I knew were real, yet that this world tried to tell me was not real. That Inner Magickal Child would not be stamped out! These imprints of beautiful magickal things that whispered in my heart saying "magick is real." I was that kid who felt magick, but did not get why it was hidden. That made sense way later when the Blue Ray would anchor.

I had intense and beautiful dreams, which became more intense when I was 12-13 years old. The dreams intensified so much and later in my life it was very clear as to why that was needed. No one said words like Seer, Oracle or Witch in my family, but deep in my Sacred Heart I always knew...

Having this extremely strong alignment and "Inner Knowing" made me feel like I just did not fit in. Since those around me didn't get me, a lot of our true feelings get jumbled around inside of our hearts and minds. We can feel let down and uncomfortable. If you're reading this, you probably had this experience too.

The greatest times in my younger days in school were all about the book fairs. OMGOSH, the excitement! This was my favorite thing by far, and I would grab all the books I could on magickal things. I held King Arthur and Queen Quinevere and that entire story in my heart, unicorns, faeries, the magick of Merlin, wizards, witches, Druids, ancient Egyptian things, lions, aquatic beings like whales and dolphins, and just about anything that spoke of TRUE magick near and dear to my soul. Of course, I figured out why later; Sirius B was calling me and so much more!

This is me as a kid reading to my little brother and this was just what I did
(and, as you can see, there's more books to the left of me) 🌟 📚

Movies of war destroyed my soul and I sobbed as they felt so real as I knew I had "been there" in some way. I knew later in my life that was grief from actual wars that I've seen, and I felt this "warrior" within that didn't want to go to war, but rather felt like someone who wanted to protect those without voices and those who can't protect themselves. As an example, when I was a little girl, I would take my tiny chair and sit in it in front of the kitchen coop and I would guardian the chickens. I sat and watched them and loved them so much for hours. All I wanted to do was to protect them.

The word "witch" was beautiful to me. I didn't see it as some vile hag that did vile magick, but rather the opposite. I felt a call of a beautiful magick, the kind that thrives in the Living Natural World. The sparkly, glittery, loving kind of magick. The Christ Templars called to me, but I recall the stories I read or learned about in school (and later in the movies I watched), were telling a story that was incorrect.

In fact, this happened all the time. I would watch or read something and knew that there was inherently some kind of distortion held within it. I felt that there was something very wrong with not having women noted in books, especially HIStory class in school. The "Christ" that was taught in Sunday School rubbed me the wrong; however, I didn't have the words to comprehend why I felt that way and I couldn't speak very eloquently back then. I just KNEW something was amiss...

That was me as a wee lass, in a nutshell. I can imagine that many of you have similar threads when you were a kiddo too. That's why our words and feelings can be so alike, but ultimately, we're all unique in our own ways and things unfold differently, while also having a similar thread to what we experience. I've never been one for labels because a label can carry dogma in and of itself and we always have to be careful of that.

As I got older, the magick didn't stop but got louder. I became more and more able to "hold space" but also my energetic field seemed to trigger many at the same time. That was bizarre because I didn't know why. I was awarded with something they called the "Natural Helper" in high school and went on camping trips with fellow souls like me. It was the first time I saw that I wasn't so weird and that there were others that felt deeply the way I did. I remember Nick who went to those camps with me and he felt like a kindred soul. I recall a feeling of hope and a feeling that I wasn't alone...

For most of my young life, it was all about libraries with books, not internet and social media land (thankfully!). Books became (and still are) my main source to dive into. This was especially so growing up as I didn't live in a place where I could talk to anyone about the kind of magickal stuff that I loved. I was the kid who wanted the entire Britannica encyclopedias rather than CDs (which were all the rage). The "internet land" came along when I was well into high school in the early to mid-nineties, and it was dial-up internet so I didn't use it much since it didn't really work. Those of us who had dial-up will never forget that sound, am I right?! 😛

So, threads of guidance came from within, and for me, also from finding truths hidden or weaved into books. There have been so many powerful and beautiful wisdom droppers throughout what we call time, and I loved connecting with those souls through the energy of words (for words are magick as we know... literally casting spells!).

I was always drawn into the "occult" and was fascinated with it all. Stories of vampires and such was part of my awareness, but I couldn't get why that would be... until later. I knew there was truth that lingered there in those spaces, but truth was covered up with muck. We have to go into the muck to pull the truth out, as I now know why that is. I could feel it in my soul that there were so many things we weren't being told, and "finding the truth" was weaved into the fabric of my being.

I knew there was a reason for that but couldn't put my finger on it. When I was 12-13 years old, I began to have more and more intense dreams. These dreams were not dreams as I now know that they were astral travels. I was taken into a Golden City, hidden in the sky, with a long and winding stairway. Upon this stairway, a beautiful woman looked at me with such a deep love that I remember it would bring tears to my eyes every time. She had her Great White Lion next to her and there were others with beautiful white lions, such magick to behold!

The woman I saw night after night had red hair and it was often in a braid on the side that wrapped around her shoulder. Her clothes were similar to some ancient images, the Greeks perhaps would be the closest that I could portray as far as styling. Her clothes would change but her Being-ness did not. Her love for me was unmatched and I would always call out to her and say "Mother?" Later on in my life after a "Matrix Reimprinting" healing session, I was able to fully integrate that was my "Cosmic Self" looking at me, but didn't know that as a teen.

Sometimes, she would show herself as a beautiful Faerie energy, now I would also say Goddess, and there would be pink, blue, and gold all around her. Somehow I knew she was my heart, and that the Great White Lion watched over me, just as that Great White Lion she walked beside did for her. I knew innately these were my protectors. This dream was so constant that I had to tell someone. A friend from school named Brian came over and we shared some of these weird things. I'll never forget telling him one evening when he came over to work on a project, and I don't remember if he believed me, butI felt safe enough to do so. Feeling safe to talk about these sorts of things is all kids like that need...

Here are some images to share. I've kept some over many years after seeing them somewhere. Some of the artists I know and some I do not. I also created some using "Dreamlab" in Canva when that launched and while it's sort of crappy, I felt it might be a good place to start. One can't capture the beauty and magnificence of the Golden City and the powerful energy that emanated from the dreams, but you'll hopefully get the gist.

Photo credit: I made this with the crappy "Dreamlab" in Canva. This image doesn't give my vision justice, but was meant to allow a "seeing" into the Golden City that I was shown over and over in Dreamtime as it's fun to try to bring this into a more solid vision than what I hold within me.

Photo credit: This artist nailed the Great White Lion vision that stood by the beautiful woman that looked at me (and the others around this Golden City). I didn't have the words to say who she was back then, just know what I felt. It's hard to track down the source of this image but had looked years ago and perhaps it is the "White Lion by Lauuw-w" but I am unsure. I would love to find the original artist!

Photo credit: I made this with crappy "Dreamlab" in Canva when it launched. It sort of captured the essence of the woman, though she did not have all of those things on her arms, etc. and is as close as I could get because illustration isn't a gift of mine.

Photo credit: This is an amazing drawing and captures the essence of what I felt and saw. I don't know the original artist on this either but love it and saved it.

Photo credit: I don't know the artist's name, but again, would love to. Much later (and I divulge more on this below) but the goddess known as Brighid (or Brigit or Bride or Brighid) was the woman that looked down at me, and is of the Lineage of the Lioness (ancient hebrew called that lineage Ari-el, Lioness of God), and is part of the Lineage of the Rose. So, Ari-el was meant to be known as a lineage rather than a "being" and this is how I unfolded to things from my Inner Knowing. I didn't know this when I was kid but this drawing is also very good to depict the consciousness.

Photo credit: Another image depicting the Lioness. Artist name unknown but it's from 2013 as it states on the image. This is how she presented on the Golden Stairs to that Golden City, though this imaged does not show the right color of hair nor the lion being white, it has a thread woven in that captured the essence of "Lioness" and was something I have held onto for many years.

Like many of you have probably also experienced, since I didn't have anyone to speak to about the dreams, etc., we can end up feeling a bit crazy in this world. The falsity that was layered over the Organic in this Earthly plane created this layer on purpose, taking the pure and Divine Magick out of things (on purpose), making those of us who have had psychic experiences, beautiful dreamtime experiences, etc. feel like we're nuts. This is why the original healer that was a Seer/Witch, etc. was burned at the stake. Persecution runs strong for many of us and our lineages, and little did I know about all that until later.

This is why unfolding the truths about ourselves and who we really are can feel like a long and winding path, because it is! The programming can be thicker for some of us than others, but that's OK. That's why there is so many issues with EVERY system on this planet. Public schooling does not help kids to find their own truths and to empower their innate gifts, and that's just one layer of a system that does NOT work (but all this will rectify and change over time).

Many of us become very clear that we have come here to break the false and toxic cycles. I love to use names like Pioneers and Wayshowers, as that resonates with me personally, and we are to assist to move out of the toxic looping patterns and to assist in that clearing of those toxic patterns that have done so much harm.

When high school ended and college time came, I felt more out of sorts than ever before. I got in more arguments with my family about what the word "pagan" really meant, what a real druid was, and I even got into arguments with my college professors about their viewpoint to challenge the system further. I could NOT tolerate dogma, and so I called dogmatic viewpoints out, and was never afraid to share why dogmatic beliefs about anything can do so much damage, especially through the lens of religion. My "speaking up" wasn't well received, as you can imagine. Eventually, after a couple years at a state university about an hour away from where I grew up, I decided I needed to do something else.

This "something else" didn't end so well because when you feel like you don't belong in the "mainstream" places, that feeling of being an outlier, that 'starseeded' feeling, indigo feeling, etc., life can feel difficult. It gets harder and harder as we have to immerse ourselves in the "mainstream" stuff out there that does not JIVE with organic and original energies whatsoever. I recall that I had to work 3 jobs just to try to put myself through college and it all became a jumbled mess, to say the least. I even tried a sorority for a year, but that was bizarre and not for me. I remember stopping in my tracks thinking something has to give because this is NOT working!

It was around this same time that I tried to shut my Cosmic (or Higher) Self down and this was at the age of 19. It got too hard "out there" for me trying to work and do all of this. I had graduated high school at 17 and all the jobs, etc. became too much. I wanted to be "saved" and taken away from where I lived. I had so much anger in me about having to be "in this world" because it didn't make sense to me. How can I see things that are so wrong with this world, and why do I feel like I am the only one?, I thought to myself day after day.

When I shut down my intuition for that brief time, that's when things got really hard for me. I didn't have to go through such suffering, but rather I created it as I didn't know what else to do at that time. I was afraid of being different and why this all transpired.

I will put in some bullet points on this one as my early 20s were pretty difficult and there were a lot of things that unfolded:

• I "ran away" from college after getting 2 years in with a boy I met.
• I had a dream that we would be divorced before we got married and that we should never have even been together; there was an "Italian" waiting for me far away and that on the honeymoon that would be shown.
• We ended up getting married when I was about 22 anyway totally going against my Cosmic Self and Intuition.
• On our honeymoon, 9-11 happened and felt drawn with a dire need that I must "get to New York City" and had no clue why I felt that way (that would become clear later).
• He and I fought all the time upon getting back from the honeymoon trip, and I was working in San Francisco and a feeling of needing to be FREE kept waving over me day after day. 
• The more controlling he got, the more crazy I got. I cheated on him and got turned into a human I didn't even recognize anymore. I knew I couldn't be in the relationship anymore as we were hugely destructive to each other. He was narcissistic and I the empath. I married my father's distortion that carried the narcissistic energy (sadly), but that happens to many of us empaths, doesn't it? The narcissist is drawn to the empathic vibration.
• I told this ex of mine about the dream I had before we even got married that we would be divorced, and it turned into even more messy. I had an abortion and was divorced by the time I was 25. OUCH. 

After the divorce, I moved to San Francisco proper (versus the Bay Area) and I spent a total of 9 years in that region. In my latter 20s, I got a promotion in my job perfectly timed with the offer to open their New York City office. Obviously, I screamed YES before I even had time to think. I had finished college (finally) while in San Francisco, and so it was time to do what was next, my heart knew that. I didn't really want to go though... Still, I took my beautiful best friend, Maxine (my little Corgi-Pomeranian doggy that I had adopted), took my clothes and got rid of everything else and left for the Big Apple, Frank Sinatra style.

I knew that was what I had to do as I had been getting dream after dream to move there, but I really did not want to. I had created a great and fun life in SF, but Cosmic Self and Spirit kept pulling me and saying that it was time. So I did, reluctantly... I moved at the same time I turned 29, which was exactly 9 years after I had moved into the San Francisco Bay Area (as we know, 9 is a completion number so I seem to follow that rule for each wave of my life).

A Beautiful and Fun Remembering:

The name Maxine came to me after having my pup that I got after the divorce. I had waited to name her until the name came to me, and when I heard "Maxine" I knew that was it. Maxine was it! That name had more of a profound meaning than I could have imagined at that moment until I figured out why. Sometimes we can't even see the WHOLE magick until we list our vision up...

"...[Maxine] derives from the Latin word maximus, meaning greatest or largest. The name Maxine can be traced back to the early 1900s when it emerged as a distinctive feminine name. Its usage became more widespread during the 1920s and 1930s, likely influenced by the rise of women's rights movements. During this period, Maxine represented a shift towards empowering women and asserting their presence in society." according to this site

Maxine came to me in my time of major leaps, spiritual awakenings, and in a time of liberation, and liberation was the theme indeed. She was the GREATEST and I'll never forget her. She was my Soulmate as I ventured neared to the Divine (or Sacred) Union, as I see it, that was supposed to take place (that is also what many call "twin flame" but that word has been hijacked by the new age so I don't use that phrase much). And, yes, I found my Flame in NYC, of course, just like my heart knew...

While all of this was going on, I have to admit that I was quite a mess. I was being pushed by Spirit to reintegrate and purify from all that had taken place in that divorce time even further than I had already done before leaving San Francsico. I realized later that this was to allow more of my True Self to be felt because there was still too much hiding that I had to do. I was working corporate jobs and most of which were beyond toxic. It felt like living in two worlds. I had the TRUE ME and then the WORK ME, and that felt completely discombobulating.

I tried to numb those feelings and binge drank on weekends and danced my heart out with friends. I had a lot of fun throughout my latter 20s and early 30s being single and trying to explore these two worlds, but that didn't come without some major healing that had to be done for a lot of distorted energies within me that had to be purified. Moving to NYC from San Francisco was not easy. It took a lot to get through those early days, and Maxine was my rock. She is who I would speak to the most, along with my paper and writing poetry. We'd go for long runs and walks along the water line to try to anchor into all of the things I was being forced to explore.

The Divine Synchronicity of that all unfolded was so magickal as I delved into NYC. The bravery that it took to move 3,000 miles away and not knowing a soul was the beginning of realizing the kind of valor and courage it takes to do what we must do on our missions.

I became one of those who loved to talk about the hidden meanings of things, the occult or conspiracy things, as we say today, but to me they were natural unveilings of truths that were hidden on purpose. I learned that these were not things you could talk to many, so there I was again in this weird place. My weekend passion was to run with my pup, meditate by the water, write things out, and just BE with as much nature as I could in NYC (aka Central Park). That's the only nature there amongst the hell of concrete, which was awful for me as I was used to being in the forests, beaches, and entire beauty of California. Quite a different vibration...

One day, I left a marketing agency as I was recruited by another that had "all the cool factors" (yes, I laugh at that now) as it was on 5th Avenue and the whole big "exec" thing going. It was 2010 and I didn't know it at that second upon entering that building, but my future husband was there. When we met, I had an inkling that he meant something way more than I could imagine. We flirted in the kitchen and talked at parties, but he was on the creative editor side and I was on the marketing executive side. We mingled a little bit here and there, but as luck would have it, it was a holiday party that brought us together.

We all arrived at the venue that the agency had rented for the company, and the editors sat together, everyone in their little cliques, and I saw with the execs (CEO, etc.). However, out of the roughly 100 of us that worked from the marketing agency's NYC office, there was only one seat open, and that was right by me. Work had kept Mark later than his direct co-workers, and so when he arrived, there were not any seats by those he knew and so he sat in that only available seat... by me!

And, thus unfolded our Divine Union! We married after 5 years of dating and the rest is being written as it unfolds. I knew immediately that this was the Divine Union (or flame) partner that had been whispered in my ear since my early to mid-twenties. At that time of meeting, I was 32/33 and Mark was 28/29, and that's when the Sacred Meeting took place and my Divine Spirit told me what would continue to happen as long as followed the True Knowing inside of me.

Working in toxic marketing/ad and technology agencies are some of the hardest times I've had. I made my way up that corporate ladder fast, and the result was that I became massively distorted in my masculine. The way that corporate realms work for empathic souls and women (still) doesn't jive with being intuitive or a woman. Those of us who hold indigo souls who just KNOW things, a board room isn't the place for that kind of stuff. I learned that early on. And, little did I know then, but Mark would begin to balance things for me, and I for him. That's the way that Divine Union works. I knew who he was but I wasn't into labeling things and certainly didn't divulge much of this stuff to others. If I tried to talk to the folks I knew in NYC about "twin flame" vibes, they would have laughed their asses off at me or looked at me like I had 10 heads.

It took therapy, healing sessions, and meditation to get me through the distorted self image, the toxicity of work environments, and to heal from the previous divorce/abortion during those years from San Francisco to NYC. In those early years in NYC, I read a book about Indigo children, and it was the 1998 book called The Indigo Children: The New Kids Have Arrived that I mentioned above. I also got deep into what it really means to be an "empath" and other aspects that were just a part of my life. Everything began to make much more sense...

The move into NYC, I was able to meet a beautiful therapist who worked from the lens of "Soul" and finally mirrored back to me what I was already beginning to figure out. It felt good to get someone to mirror back truths that were held within my writings, poetry and in my Spirit, and messages and dreams anchored from my Cosmic Self.

Here's the what the 1998 book called The Indigo Children: The New Kids Have Arrived confirmed for me directly from that book:
 

"10 key traits associated with Indigo children:

1. Creative and Imaginative: Indigo children are known for their strong creativity and imaginative abilities, often expressing themselves through art, music, or writing.
2. Empathic and Compassionate: They are highly attuned to the emotions of others and often demonstrate a deep sense of compassion and empathy.
3. Strong-Willed and Independent: Indigo children possess a strong will and a desire for independence, often challenging traditional authority and systems that don't align with their values.
4. Intuitive and Insightful: They have a heightened sense of intuition and can often perceive things beyond the realm of the ordinary, according to a description.
5. Deep Sense of Purpose: Indigo children often have a strong sense of purpose and a clear understanding of their place in the world.
6. Intelligent and Curious: They are known for their intelligence and curiosity, constantly seeking new knowledge and experiences.
7. Feeling of Entitlement: Indigo children may express a feeling of entitlement, believing they deserve to be here and that the world owes them something.
8. Connection to Nature: They often have a deep connection to nature and a strong appreciation for the natural world.
9. May Rebel in School: Some Indigo children may struggle with traditional schooling, feeling stifled or frustrated by rigid rules and expectations.
10. Heightened Perception: They may have a heightened awareness of their surroundings and a keen ability to perceive subtle details that others might miss. "

That had confirmed all I needed and helped me to resolve much of the pain that was wrapped up in the "misunderstanding" that always took place around me. I'll bet many of you have had a similar experience. When we begin to unravel the feelings and get to core truths, things begin to make sense.

This knowing helped me get what being an Indigo-Empath with the Precog-Psychic gifts really meant. I was finally able to begin working on those gifts and using them to help versus hinder me. I had "superpowers" that I didn't talk about in those board rooms, but I was always asked "how do you know they would respond that way?" after a sales meeting. I would just smile and say "I don't know, just did." Many of us end up living that way for a while until we feel aligned and are in safe places where we can share more openly about who we truly are.

I got a call from Spirit again in 2016 saying "OK, now are you ready to really begin your mission?" I was told that I could continue on the corporate path, but it was not the path I was supposed to be on. I had a choice. If I didn't make another choice, I was shown that my Higher Soul (or Self) would have to reconfigure as the path that I was on was not a positive path. In Law of One terminology that I learned later, I was going to enter too deeply into Service to Self versus Service to Others. I was supposed to be on the Service to Others pathway. In corporate, I made tons of money but my heart was growing sadder and sadder, my soul feeling empty. I already knew it was time to shift, but how?

That calling to jump in latter 2015 into 2016 wasn't a feeling that felt like I could take my time. It was a "DO THIS NOW" kind of feeling. I was shown that after Mark and my wedding in April 2016, that there would be an unfolding and I just had to jump fast to get out so that I could focus better. So, a little bit before we got married, I left that toxic marketing agency path and started my own business. It was called Team Gu (later changed to Holistic Marketing Wisdom) and it was launched formally in 2016.

In 2017-2018, I felt the call yet again. There was a deep yearning for something that needed to come next. So, in meditation I asked, "what else needs to come to life as I feel there is more" and sure enough, a dreamtime session came to me. I was taught that I would begin the DisrUPt Now ethos to help others get UP and out of stuck places just like I had done for myself. How when we get onto the wrong path or try to not "listen to our gut" (I knew this as trying to disconnect from Higher Self) and how that can lead to messy situations, like my divorce did. I was taught what the logo should look like (the focus on UP in DisrUPt), and so I launched it.

I didn't know what it would involve and had no clue what it meant ultimately, but I did it as I was shown that it was part of the needed unfolding of the mission. In 2018, that was born and actually this entire site of Awakening Magick was called "Disrupt Now Programs" until the time that I had to evolve it even further, but Disrupt Now Podcast is still in full effect: (www.disruptnowpodcast.com).

The Mysterious, Scary Illness

It was at this same time I said yes to this next step and a mystery illness hit me. Mark and I got plunged into some scary territory together. This illness hit me out of nowhere (though, later I learned it wasn't from nowhere). It came from a much more Divine Plan than I knew at that moment. I struggled with that at first as it felt like I was being taken deeper and deeper into realms that I didn't know existed within me, and "out there." Illness can be a very scary things to experience, especially when it's like you hit a brick wall. One day all is OK and the next is like getting hit with a Cosmic Frying Pan.

Thus began a further deepening and expansion than I could have ever imagined, and it was also a huge ignitor for Mark. I won't go through that all here in full detail because I have a lot of that written here, if you feel called to read it. I get why this illness had to take place, but that didn't make it any easier to experience, at least not at first.

This sort of healing from illness, I realized through that entire process I had to go into, is needed for a Blue Ray. It is about the mission to bring in our mastery which is all about TRANSMUTATION. I cried and cried and as this answer became clearer and clearer, I was able to stand stronger. This is the core to what alchemy means, and I speak on this often and is part of the work I launched as I am Flower Essence Alchemist (there's more on this below). Every human has the capacity to be an alchemist for alchemy is about transmuting one energy (e-motion) into another. For example, it's taking sorrow and creating happiness from that sorrow, or taking deep pain and making that pain turn into some kind of action.

I know this is a very long "background" but I am putting things out there for others to read. Maybe some of this will resonate with you and it can assist in some way. That's my purest of pure intentions is to share deeply because the path can feel wild and crazy. So, if your path has you feeling like you're "crazy," please know that you're not alone in that feeling and also, you're not crazy!

As I began to purify my body and consciousness through that time of the dis-ease in my body/lightbody, which began deeply in 2018 (in my 40th year). I had to purify my body in all ways, and that included my lightbody, letting go of huge amounts of grief, and more.

In 2019, I began getting lots of visions/messages, etc. about the True Christ Consciousness and what that path really meant. I was shown what my name Natalie means, which is Birth or Origin of Christ. My whole name at birth (first/middle/original maiden surname) means Birth or Origin of Christ, Stream, and Writer or Scribe (insight can be found here about the name Natalie). So, it was all kinds of things like and all of these codes, ancient texts, etc. began to come into my awareness. It was like I could see the distortions held in texts and was able to glean the truths that are hidden within.

The Essenes, Cathars, all of these beautiful Soul Family members from other timelines were bringing me messages and it was unfolding more rapidly than before. I began to write and write and write. Poetry and writings where these ancient codes came to life that had been hidden (or unknown) to me before. The Azure Breath of the Mother (both Mother Earth and the Cosmic Mother, the Birther) coming into my field and awareness, but I still didn't know what to do with all of that.

One of the books that came to me during that time that helped me become more clear is a book called, Not in His Image by John Lash. This book goes into ancient Gnostic writings to reconstruct the story of what Christ Consciousness meant and the Cosmic Mother frequency, etc. So, these were just layers upon layers coming in that added to the dreams, visions, etc.

In 2020, right before the further hijacking of what's really taking place energetically in this huge shift would begin (I speak to the massive hysteria and fear created by the word "covid"), I got massive activations and they came more and more rapidly. These were bigger than anything I had ever experienced. I'm going to share one of the biggest here. Mark and I finally left NYC in 2017 (9 years after I had moved to NYC, there's that 9 again!) to make our way down to the southern area and into the mountains (Appalachian Blue Ridge Mountains, to be exact). This was meant to be so for many reasons, but one big reason was to allow me to get better insight on healing. In New York state, you can't do any of our own testing and are totally blocked from doing your OWN healing without permission of the system (insanity!).

In early 2020, I was outside one early morning doing my usual thang; out talking to nature, meditating, doing yoga, etc. I felt a huge energy rising so I asked, "I know there's more here that I must embody, what else do I need to know?" and BAM! I was hit in the back of the head, slamming me to the ground (that's the 10,000-pound fairy dust I mentioned above!). A long lineage of women lined up behind my left shoulder and then BAM! An image of a Blue Dragon and a massive Blue Light (turquoise/aqua in coloration melded with other blues) came down around me. In that moment, it was a reclamation of EONS of information; information of my own incarnations and an ENTIRE LINEAGE (what I now know is the Mother of Dragons Family and those that hold the 144,000 archetypes of GodSource, Original Creation or Origin), and I realized this all a bit later. It took me a while to integrate all that poured in. The scene from the Matrix when they're downloading information is exactly what that felt like. I had never experienced anything like that before.

I was laying on the ground sobbing, yet also feeling extreme joy. It was like all these pieces of me integrated back into Wholeness once again. I didn't quite get it all, and needed to give myself time to write things out to sort through. What I knew without a doubt is that the Indigo Ray that I hold was initiated to fully remember, or maybe it was just expanded and transformed, to be able to meld and anchor in the Blue Ray.

The Blue Ray is a profound vibration and frequency that felt like a recalibration, and felt directly locked into my Third Eye, into my throat stargate, and essentially all the the upper 3 stargates (aka chakras) given these are the largest of the Vortexing Stargates in our multidimensionality that provides us access to other realms.

I felt the flooding of all the memories, the DNA inside me igniting like never before. I had to learn how to speak to my DNA to be able to write down all the information to "get it" and it felt like all of this was always there, but I just didn't have access to it all. I began to remember that I used to write about the "Blueberry Corner" in sixth grade, which was a poem about the "blue corner" that felt like I was part of. I've kept a dream journal for as long as I can remember, and when I read some of those dreams it was seeing them through a different lens (or a newly colored lens).

I felt my Spiritual Guides expanded to 12 (with 12 around 1 being a very esoteric element), and my energy field began to get expanded. My podcast began to take on new levels because it was like I was beginning to trigger unconscious behaviors, or other's karmic (aka action) patterns just them being held within the vibration. The “I don’t know why I’m telling you this” kept happening more and more. The deepest darkest secrets that people held were unveiled, and it began to make sense as to why this was happening.

In 2020, I couldn't keep up with myself in terms of writing, and on top of that, I began Master Herbalism with a beautiful mentor, was called into Flower Essence Alchemist training and certification (both with Wild Rose College of Herbal Medicine), and then later, became certified with the RCP Institute. Alongside this all, ancestral wisdom came flooding into my field to allow me to integrate more of the rememberings that I needed to call upon. That of ancient lands of the Albion known at one time (Ireland, Scotland, Belgium, France, Germany, England, etc.) the truth about Eiru as connected to a lineage, the true meaning of what a "warrior" meant unfolded further, the Threefold Flame came into my Heart space, my Sacred Heart expanded, and so much more! The right teachers were showing up like a beautiful couple in Ireland who helped me to remember so much through their work of their Celtic Druid Temple (they brought 14 acres of derelict land in Ireland and made it a lush forest!). As that saying goes, when the student is ready, the teachers arrive...

It was around this same time in early 2020, Mark and I were going through a massive transformation, and it was perfect Divine Timing that my Sacred Heart blew open and Unconditional Love came pouring in. In a Divine Union, there can often be a "breakup" or a "separation" that happens, and then a weaving together again. But, in our path, because of the way we were already holding space for each other, a break up or separation was not our story. This is why our paths get to weaved uniquely because it's always based on how much soul development work that we each individually do.

The Sacred Heart full of Emerald enveloped my heart stargate, and while that all unfolded, I was also being taken into the underworld, or the underbelly of this world. I was being shown what ACTUALLY has transpired in this realm (which was almost too much to bear witness to), and I was cleansing my lineage, and Mark was going through the cleansing of his lineage; it was an intense and wild time. This Blue Ray vibration could now fully hold space for the profound level of what I would call the unseen, the negative, hidden, and the evil. I didn't know that all until I experienced it myself.

The "underworld" or "underbelly" is the same story that many myths speak of, and it was in that "journeying" that I saw the satanic horridness that has taken place here. The unnecessary suffering, and the horrible, distorted "black dragon scorpion" parasitic technology that I was shown by my Cosmic Self that lives in the astral realm, and so much more. These were things I had witnessed somewhat when I cracked open a bit after my divorce when I was 25, but this journey was more intense than anything I've ever seen. I had to be taken down into the 'deplorable' so that I could see the real things that have taken place and have happened to this beautiful Earth and the Living Creation. It tore my heart open! I remember almost an entire two weeks where I balled and sobbed every day.

This "underworld" experience is the same experience mentioned in King Arthur's relationship with the underworld, or what is called Annwn in Welsh. This is a quest that a Guardian Consciousness knows and is revealed as a MUST see, I realized. There's an ancient poem called "Preiddeu Annwfn" (The Raid on Annwn) which speaks of the Mer-Lion Druid-Poet, Taliesin, who describes Arthur journeying to Annwn (or the underworld) to be shown what truly is happening to this world. A Guardian Consciousness, and those who share truths are the Indigos, etc. MUST see this all to fully be able to speak on it, innerstand it, and then help in their unique way in the mission that unfolds from their own spark of truth.

This Blue Ray Vibration didn't feel like I was taking ON other's energies anymore (as it felt before), it was like being able to see all these lies, manipulations, and corruptions, but then be able to then see the unconscious wounds in others to assist them or hold a space for them to provide safety. I began to see that due to this false matrix, the sheer amount of heavily programmed energies that distort, lie and manipulate/control is why there is so much continuous looping of hugely negative energies. I didn't get that before until I FELT IT and SAW IT for myself. No wonder I used to feel anger! But, in this anchoring of this new vibration, in anger's place I now felt grief. It was grief held in eons of seeing the pain and suffering that was never GodSource's/Guardian's intention. Then, over time, this major grief turned into a Pure Love. All of these things changing and shifting rapidly like never before.

I began to share some of this here on my blog in 2019/2020, but then later on in social media as well, though I faced persecution for what I was sharing, more on this below.

This viewing of the underworld is a required initiation. I needed to see ALL OF THE THINGS THAT HAVE TRANSPIRED to know what was intended in the Original and the Organic. I saw and was reminded of Sirius, the Great White Lions, the explosion of Tara, the truth around Lemuria, etc. that I had always been drawn to (from the works of Patricia Cori like the book Atlantis Rising: The Struggle of Darkness and Light Sirian Revelations , for example), and so much more. The entire Remembering experience has been humbling beyond anything that I could write here as I've been humbled time and time again and awestruck by the profundity of these learnings.

I realized that the mystery of the sickness that I had been thrown head first into is because this Vibration means that often we need to go into our physical body tissues for this is where all the memory and elements are stored as well. Purifying and cleansing the tissue is a needed must-have part to all of this. This came to life later in my Vibrational Medicine work and where I now know that this is where original trauma is held and we can rewrite or recode that in all the layers as we PURIFY our lightbody and tissues/body.

It was at this same time in mid 2020, that I began to speak these truths more and more on my social channels that I had at the time, versus just writing them for me. However, since I was also talking about natural healing, my main business channel under "Natalie Viglione" got shut down on facebook and instagram (account I had since my mission began in 2016). I restarted a couple times but they were ripped down each time. The "powers that be" didn't like the natural healing truths I was sharing, and this has happened to many of us.

It took me time to get over the feelings of entrapment, persecution, and going through layers of remembering being burned at that stake. This was triggering all of these rememberings so that I could transmute and alchemize even further. It requires us hold so much valor, strength, and courage to get through these kinds of things that happen today. I knew that the whole "playing small to be safe” thing that I used to do could not be my path anymore. I realized that it’s when we are able to FULLY EMBRACE our mission here that our soul and our Cosmic Aspect can come FULLY ONLINE (online means "restored").

Mother Earth (Gaia) began to show me the truth hidden in the Dragon Nodes and I finally met the Dragon I knew since a little girl as I mention above, which is Tiamat, the Blue Dragon Tiamat to be exact as I know this name. The first as I was told they're called "Sacred Towers" that called out to me was this one and sharing the wisdom of the Mother of Dragons lineage, and then was called to go to Avebury Henge in 2023 (brought into my awareness by crop circles and the Dragon Node they call Silbury Hill), which is an event and trip that I speak of in many writings here on this blog.

At Avebury Henge (there's a photo below), I received more poetry about the reclamation of the Mother of Dragons, the Blue Ray, and the Sacred Towers coming alive (sacred towers meant the organic energy and the architecture of this realm which is the Dragon Nodes and Lines). I connected into the Mer-Lion lineage which blew my mind and also fully reconnected with Tiamat, the Blue Dragon and the Mother of Dragons fully. In fact, it was this Blue Dragon that spoke to me through visions until I said I'd take the trip. I talk about this in many blog posts and on my Substack and youtube channels, so I won't go into all those details here. But, let me just say this, it was one of the most profound spiritual pilgrimages I've ever been on as I weaved along the Mary-Michael Dragon Line (and even got a dear friend, Laura, to go with me for a few days, too!).

Image credit: I made this by pulling images from the Serpent Mound website.

Photo Credit: From my personal trip in October 2023 to be there in Avebury Henge on a most auspicious day in the lands of Albion (led there by messages from crop circles and messages from my Cosmic Self), and went to other places weaving around Michael-Mary Dragon Line. I share more on this blog all about that and other channels if you'd like to hear more on the Albion Awakening.

It was then that I was told that what I was receiving in dreams and visions is the "Original and Organic Creation Architecture" and that this was what the "144,000 archetypes" meant. AHA! The Blue Ray Family I felt come forth to surround me are the 144,000 and this is about the rebuilders of new through the Original Creation intentions. I was initiated into this Soul Family and this was just another layer of Knowing I had to embrace. I was being guided to protect my energy more than ever before as part of my daily practice so that I could get more and more "out there" and be able to embody more and more.

The stronger practice around energetic protections would allow me to feel safer and safer to use the words I needed to use and to bravely state the words that I was being shown over and over again: Remember, you are an Oracle of Original Creation. It took a lot of bravery to be able to put these words out there! There are parasitic forces that don't want this reclamation to happen, and there is persecution in new ways that happen today. We can get nasty trolls on the internet lands telling us horrible things. Our social accounts get shut down that makes running our missions/businesses hard because if you talk too much about a topic the mainstream narratives don't like then you're going to be censored, no doubt.

I feel that the Blue Ray Frequency requires us to be so brave and to be seen. It felt very different than before, for me personally. My throat stargate (chakra) had to be turned fully ON and to create like I hadn't created before. I was being asking to not hide in shadow, but to make sure I share, become more vulnerable, and allow all the genuine feelings/truths to be heard/seen.

We are asked by the Vibration Itself within the Body of the Christic and Divine Love Consciousness of GodSource to share the very gifts we have been persecuted for no matter what. When we can say a wholehearted YES that is when we are truly stepping into our power and at the core it is PURE TRANSMUTATION!

To further deepen these experiences, I additionally had an amazing Dreamtime learning session, as I call them, that showed me how an Indigo can be "melded" with the Blue Ray. I was taken onto a Pleiadian ship and was shown how the Ophanim or Oraphim or 'wheels' as the Book of Ezekiel mentions, we also say 'Angelic' (so there are many names for these Beings) allowed those Beings to be brought through into consciousness here in this realm and it would be

In this astral trip, I saw an older woman with long white hair, absolutely beautiful with a huge smile. She looked at me and beamed a thought saying "I will be over soon." I knew her and she was a dear Soul Friend. She was talking to some others that were there on the ship and then finally, before the dreamtime session ended, this dear soul friend who I knew instantly came over to me saying "I've saved you for last to talk to as we have much to talk about!"

I had read the Book of Ezekiel years ago in 2018 or so, alongside the Law of One channelings through the LL Research group, and it all had blew my mind how this was all connecting in real-time for me through Divine Spirit Messages and Dreams. I didn't know much about the Oraphim or Ophanim and very few resources talk of that, but in my eyes, even finding one means I am on a right path, as an example of a site that I had saved, please see that link here Link here. That's why sharing is powerful and empowering!

Some time later, I was in meditation and the rest of the information from this beautiful woman came through, this time not in a dream but in a message. What I had been shown in the dream was not just the "Ophanim" beings coming into this experience here, but that it was indigo souls with the "mission of truth" would be ignited, if they so choose the mission, to assist to anchor in the Blue Ray of Creation (or as I always knew of it from ancient readings, the Azure Breath of the Mother of Creation). It was all part of an extremely large and primordial plan as it was known that it would take larger amounts of souls to anchor in this Blue Ray of Creation to help "turn this ship right side up," so to speak.

This began to bring forth so many Rememberings within me and was getting CRACKED OPEN to receive all the elements of a Blue Ray that are needed in order to come through. I had chosen when I said YES to be another soul to "anchor" this Original and Organic Creation experience into this Earth's lightbody. It was like an "about-shift" in my entire mission and, at first, I was a little taken aback. I had to get more and more comfortable sitting in that frequency and it was a lot to hold. It was like I had a power charger added onto my body!

Sometimes, we must be patient for the Seeing and Knowing comes in when it can, or it comes when we are clear enough to hold that full space. It's just how it needs to unfold for us uniquely. This all had fully required me to cleanse so, so, so much. That illness was scary for me and my husband, and it's something that will always be remembered, there's no doubt about that.

I have a feeling MANY indigos are being expanded in this exact same way. I have a feeling many are being asked to "purify" their bodies/consciousness in new ways like I was. In fact, I have a feeling that there are other souls that are of other "rays" if we will, that are being transformed to meld or anchor in the Blue Ray (or Azure Breath) as well. I have seen this mirrored in my work through Vibrational Medicine as I assist others in their Sacred Missions and or Healing Quests.

There are rapid changes taking place year after after year. The Sun is changing and sharing the spiritual codes for this huge Octave Shift. Comets are coming in igniting codes. Dragons awakening from deep within. The Mother of Dragons is cleansing the Sacred Waters of this Earth. The stories of the olde begin to take mold with the true intentions behind them coming into many of our Fields of Awareness. Christ Consciousness (UNITY frequencies) RETURN! The list is so long...

And, while all of this is truly AWEsome, we are all being asked to purify, cleanse, and let go of lower vibrations that just can't exist in our fields any longer. We are being asked to anchor into Who We Truly Are further and further. In my eyes, the challenges are a'plenty, but so is the magick! Bringing harmony back into this realm is a big feat...

I could go on and on as there is so much that will be ever-unfolding. I also know that I could update this every day as things will only change more rapidly. As I say all the time, "I don't claim to have all the answers, but am here to express and share these profound visions and energies pulsing at this time."

Some will resonate with where I come from and the lens that I see through, and others will not. That's all OK, but I do hope to become another go-to resource to help others as many have helped me.

May we all remember more of the magick together and to stand strong to know that we aren't crazy when we feel or begin to tap into the same things as others. This is how we BECOME who we truly are! My Divine Spirit sees and honors your Divine Spirit and in the Spirit of Oneness, in Unity, I love you.

If you'd like to connect further, have a lot of writings here in my website from whence this all started as noted above. I also started a youtube in July 2023 to begin to share what I had been writing about (and had to since my channels that had been around for a while were shut down on instagram/facebook). I started a new instagram, but don't love that platform for obvious reasons, and I also started a Substack publication. All of this is linked here below in case you'd like to connect:

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***Quick update for connections: In April 2025, I started a new way to share our combined work with my husband, Mark.

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